This is the best thing that could've happened
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war, no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Te Echo de Menos ♥

It has been 11 months now since we've broken up. I've been living just fine, before I saw you again. Now, I can't take it anymore. The moment I saw your face, it felt like as if the whole world was crushin' down on me. All those wonderful memories of the past came back again. I never forgot a single second being with you. Every moment I was with you, I caught my breath. & I really do miss doing that. My friends have said stuff like, ' He doesn't deserve you', but still, I think that we were just meant to be. 4 years together, that is a long time. Maybe that's the reason why I still can't get over you.

It's pretty sad though, that you have a girlfriend now. I know who she is, You don't have to pretend that she's someone else. I want you to be happy, but I just can't stand picturing you with someone else. I've tried, it ain't working. Do you even know how it feels like when you say, " I gotta go, She's gonna call anytime now."?? It just hurts so bad! But still, I pretend as if its all cool, & I say "Ok, Have fun!" She maybe prettier, smarter & all the other positive things you can think of, than me. But 1 things for sure, She could never love you they way I did and still do.

I am still gonna keep trying. It may sound as if I'm desperate, maybe I am. Yes, I admit it. Everytime I try to look at some other guy, he somehow reminds me of you. I don't mind waiting, even if it takes a 100 years. I'll be still waiting, you can count on me. I swear I would/could never fall for any other guy cause they're just not YOU!
A Wish that I'm gonna make tonight is, I wish that on Valentine's Day, You would call Me & tell me that you wanna get back with me. & if it happens, I swear I will not act childish or be stupid enough to dump you ever again cause
"Te Echo de Menos".


PS : I Love You

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